Being is Better Than Seeming

maskI knew a pastor once whose church had “full altars.” (Baptist churches aren’t supposed to have altars, but that’s the terminology.)  That meant that every time he gave an “altar call”, people would walk down the aisle to “get right with God.” He preached ceaselessly against moral sin and held his congregation to an unwavering standard of clean living. Pants weren’t allowed on women. Rock music wasn’t allowed. A glass of wine was never allowed. Card playing wasn’t allowed. Movies weren’t allowed. These were things of the flesh that must be expunged to live right and do right.

The problem was, the preacher had a waist high stash of porn in the closet of his “pastor’s study” (pre-internet porno fans had to actually get the mags) and was having an affair with one of the teachers in his Christian school. She didn’t wear pants, but adultery with the preacher man was OK if she wore culottes for the photos he kept in his desk.

The pastor was a serial adulterer who had women all over from the churches he had destroyed, it later came out. But a more grandfatherly appearance would be hard to find. White shirt and tie and big Bible in hand, he ascended the platform Sunday after Sunday to play the weeping Jeremiah, appealing to his erring flock to turn off the TV’s and rock stations and turn to Jesus.

The nausea of discovering that someone I looked up to was, in fact, a fraud and a scumbag, remains to this day. I had once talked with this pastor, in my youth and  naivete believing he had something to offer in the way of good counsel. Frauds are disillusioning. Spiritual frauds are the worst.

There is an old poem that beings with these words:

“True worth is in being, not seeming…”

I know another man. He’s never had a radio show or a pulpit or a blog or anything else. He quietly  lives his integrity day in and day out. He is a good man, but would quickly admit that he has his flaws. I know of his integrity not because of the great moral lessons that he gives with his mouth or his grand spiritual proclamations. I know he’s a good man, because I’ve seen how he’s lived and how he treats others for the last 20 years. For him, it has been about being, not seeming to be something he is not. He’s my husband. What a difference.

On Facebook recently, there was a discussion about the importance of shutting off the Big Media voices and getting back to basics in our lives. We don’t need Big People to tell us how to be. The hypocrisy in Christian media land  is breathtaking. I would add that God is exposing it all over the place. We don’t need people with failed private lives lecturing us on how to live, what to do and how to please God. The good thing is, we have the treasure of the Word of God for each of us, available 24/7. There is truth. There is what we need to know.  At a time of growing darkness and spiritual fraud, the simplicity and concept of being, rather than seeming, needs a comeback.

Love God, love your neighbor, mow your grass, take care of your family, help someone in need. These are the details that need attending to. Have a spiritual calling? That’s great.  Do you have a spouse and children? Choose to make a family?  That’s your first calling and it’s far more important than any Big Important Thing you do on the side. The sheep running after this Big Voice and that one over there aren’t being helped .Putting people on pedestals who have their own personal rot behind the scenes adds nothing to our own spiritual lives, and sets us up for a crash when the truth comes out.

Our children will thank us for being real, rather than seeming to be something we are not. They spot fakes a mile off, don’t kid yourself. What’s needed is everyday faithfulness, everyday forgiveness when we blow it, everyday humility to admit when we’re wrong and lots and lots of love to cover it all.

That’s what being a real Christian in a fake-o world  is all about.


10 thoughts on “Being is Better Than Seeming

  1. Lisa says:

    Truer words could not be spoken. Thank you for speaking this wonderful wisdom, Sis. As the old, simple saying goes…”talk is cheap” – and when that’s all it is, it works destruction.

  2. healingInHim says:

    Thank you, Ingrid. You stated precisely why I don’t feel safe in churches. The Lord has graciously shown me precious ‘believers’ in other ways. I would love to “not forsake the assembling together” but I can not worship the Lord in spirit and in truth when such ugliness is either in the pulpit or sitting as other forms of leadership. “Lord, only you can heal those who have been scarred. Open our eyes to those who need us to comfort them.”

  3. Kris says:

    The “scumbags” are not pulling the wool over anyone’s eyes. God knows everything
    and they will be discovered later. Good post, as always…

  4. J.L. Pattison says:

    Celebrity pastors and Christian “busyness” are two phenomenons that are antithetical to the simple faith and life you speak of (not to mention the time wasting draw of multiple social media platforms). I agree that there is great value in the simple life. I’ve seen the benefit of leaving the fad of Christian conference-chasing, and abandoning the “multiple ministries = better Christian” mindset that plagues the Church. All of these “next big things” renders our mission far less effective.

  5. Sam says:

    The praise of the world is worthless. Only God’s opinion matters, and he judges quite the opposite of most people. The only thing that gives value to our works is love, which is not a feeling but rather conformity to the will of God. The smallest act done for the love of God is worth far more than preaching to thousands, writing many books, or speaking at conferences. The humble will be exalted, but the “mighty” will be cast down.

    This about sums it up: “Nor is it needful that we should have great things to do… We can do little things for God; I turn the cake that is frying on the pan for love of him, and that done, if there is nothing else to occupy me, I prostrate myself in worship before him, who has given me grace to work; afterwards I rise happier than a king. It is enough for me to pick up but a straw from the ground for the love of God.”

  6. Denise says:

    Your article states it so well. For six years we attended a strict church as you describe above. It was exhausting. Shortly after we left, a pastor who was much admired by this church was caught in sexual misconduct with a 17-year-old girl he was counseling. God is exposing Christian hypocrisy all over the place. God desires our whole heart, and we need to beware when a ministry centers around a personality. A Christian may attend church faithfully and follow all the rules, but their hearts may be far from God. Even pastors judge the faith of their flock by the outward “show”. Too many people fall for the “seeming to be”. I sure did.

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